I Wonder...

we had not known each other for long.but we 'v known each other long enough.i thought we understood each other well...always.yet we chose to ignore it.are u glad we did?

the first time we met.. i dont remember the first time..but i remember having thought of you as rather queer. i still do.you thought of me as snobbish...you still do.dont you?

but we're past that now.you still are queer and distant.your mind always whirring with thoughts...pointless(not to you) why dont you understand?its going to kill you one day.just put an end to your thoughts.ya..like you ever listened to anyone.

time has whizzed past leaving us just grappling with our memories. some nice some sweet some bad few despicable many unspoken.there would have been a time for such a word - tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow...... forever unravelled.

someone said..."Love is but an eye worm, which only tickleth the head with hopes and wishes ;friendship the image of eternity in which there is nothing movable, nothing mischievous."
i never told you..but hoped you understood this...Friendship. its going to last forever...i know.im glad we're friends coz that means we're going to be there for each other..forever.

Like the placid waters of a silver lake

she exudes a sense of calm

quiet and composed

tranquil

BUT

Spare a longer moment and search her eyes

INTENSITY FIRE subdued.

Churning inside are trembling fears

Her mind shrouded clouded blanketed with

conflicting beliefs contrasting ideals

D e f l a t e d Z e a l

Somewhere under the lucid cover

ambiguities uncertainities confoundingly hover

WHY?

she knows not her own mind

her thoughts do languish like

the last dried leaves

of a coldwinter

clingingtothebranches

before

they too are cast away

by the wind only to be tread upon... trampled.

me??

ibelieve in modesty but a description of myself demands i focus on my good side..which is not too much to talk about..so in this moment of immodesty i would like to say intelligent ,ambitious, smart, hard working extremely beautiful...alas!! all this is meant for my wish list. i am juz an ordinary person who loves to dream, be nasty but fun(read witty) gorge on books and food alike ,travel and go on looooong drives! basically im quite a fun loving not so aspiring, running away from the rat race kinda creature living on this planet...quite a misfit! but i love my existance!!!